Lobsang....I've read recently about fundamentalist, passionate, bible-believing preachers who only knew how to preach..but then became atheists. They left behind everything they ever knew, their families, their careers and sometimes the one thing they were good at..but some of them found new talents. It's hard, but it's possible. In the history of the world there have been many people in situations comparable to yours - I'm sure you can imagine it. Many of those have gone on to live great lives. Whether you will be among them or not is down to you, nothing else. That's all.

BUMP -- more evidence of split personality: Alex posts: Holy sh!t. I don't even need to cast spell anymore then posts: Forget dating.Just cast spell on stripper make'em girlfrien