Would like to apologize for being Selfish and manipulated

Would like to apologize for being Selfish and manipulated
Hopefully people here can forgive me some day. But I'm sorry for being an asshole. Sorry for taking over the board that one time. Sorry for putting down people. I was just sick and wanted help and Lobsang seemed like he had all the answers. And I guess I screwed him over too by doubting him and such. Sorry for the Gwen thing, Alex. Everyone I was selfish and I did what i did for personal gains. I thought no one cares cuz it's just a forum so I did what i did in attempt to get personal gains. But now that Lobsang is not controlling me, I think I will try to take the advice of others. And try to not be selfish.

Oh trust me Lobsang can control you any time he wants. He just chose to let you go for your own good. Joannie's Dad

Oh and don't pull this shit saying that now you shall take the advice of others. That is just your attempt to suck them into your shit. Just change your fucking life. And not indulge in all this nonsense. Joannie's Dad

e
how would you know if you are not him? no he can't control me anymore. I have to make my own decisions. I would talk to him but not let him control me. Like if he said don't like rayanna, I would not listen. I love Rayanna.

lobsang is saying that he could have controlled you longer. And out of the kindness of his heart he let you go. :lol:

e
lobsang is saying that he could have controlled you longer. And out of the kindness of his heart he let you go. :lol: Oh. Is that why he let me go? because he was kind in his heart?

I was being sarcastic, but in a sense yes. He wants you to live your own life. So I suppose in a way, consciously or subconsciously, he was being kind.

Re: e
how would you know if you are not him? no he can't control me anymore. I have to make my own decisions. I would talk to him but not let him control me. Like if he said don't like rayanna, I would not listen. I love Rayanna. This is an example. You are being a total asshole. You don't even know Rayanna. It is just an excuse to hide from real relationships. For god sakes man you are 23 years old. This is not sixth grade. You don't fucking "love" Rayanna. You don't even know who "Rayanna" is. Christ. Joannie's Dad

er
and if u are not Lobsang, how would you know? answer that!! and also, your daughter is pretty gross the way she talks. why don't you teach her to be more respectful? ahhhh answer that

Because I know Lobsang and I am Joannie's Dad. And I have followed this forum for a long time.

It's like your brain is asleep and you keep talking. Wake up Julies!

e
Listen I do like Rayanna, Mr. Hawkings. She likes me too. We will meet each other. I love her character and she is a great person who is caring. And gene, I know it's probably Lobsang. But I guess i have to play along :roll:

Why is this apology not a rap? :? Also, Rayanna was also manipulating you. She never really liked you (or at least not in a romantic way) and was just enjoying being a cock tease online.

DDd
Cold rainy day emerged Lobsang Came on the forum doing his thang AHHHHHHHH FUCK IT, IM TIRED OF RAPPING FOR HIM Im tired of his games. I don't trust him no more. maybe he is a wacko i think!

Re: DDd
Cold rainy day emerged Lobsang Came on the forum doing his thang AHHHHHHHH FUCK IT, IM TIRED OF RAPPING FOR HIM Im tired of his games. I don't trust him no more. maybe he is a wacko i think! Maybe? There's no maybe about it dude.

View Full Version: Would like to apologize for being Selfish and manipulated