Why do people want to live instead of just die?
I mean why would someone who was suffering want to live? Why not just go to sleep if there is no hope? Why should I stay in this world if there is nothing to love for? I mean this world is a terrible awful place. It is just about pain and suffering. All just sad and pain. I just hate it. :(

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yah i remember when i was 16 and put in the hospital. I wanted to die. i really did. not because all those things happened to me. but because the people in china can not experience and enjoy if i ate a cheeseburger. I was normal and then one day i had crazy thoughts that would not go away. they stuck on my mind all of a sudden! one day i just started worrying about being an old man and i was 14, that is when i found alex chiu's site in desperation for the answer. but then after that while playing sports, i had fast thoughts. i thought oh maybe i should just lift, or maybe just run, what about windsprints? or plyometrics? or stretching? and then all these fast thoughts i had, i would end up making list and it hurt my head. and then i got sick over wondering what people in 1 million years will think of us, they will look at us like dinasours and i got sick over that. and then i started thinking about the people in china not caring what i eat and enjoying my burger. and while i was eating a burger, i thought the people in china, they don't care if i eat in not, so what does it matter? to them i don't exist! so why should i eat? why do i matter? and so that was when i got hospitalized at age 16, to be on seroquel till age 22. Lob? how did this all start? I mean from one thought to the next! my mind would race! and scientology says it's the reactive mind.

There are all kinds of theories. Some say it is a brain chemistry thing. Others say it is genetic. Others say it is from something caused as a young child. Like being rejected by the mother. I think most all things come from the atlas subluxation. It whacks out the entire nerve system. Up up up with Dr Ricky! Up with the Atlas! Down with psychiatrists! Down with Seroquel! Oh God! Oh my God!

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so u are against psychiatry in all cases? maybe when i was 15, that was when my atlas went out. that could be why i was having tons of back pain at that age. I was supposed to do cross country and the coach said i couldn't join because of my back. and i was seeing a chiropractor and it did absolutely nothing for my back pain. he said keep icing it and coming to see him. None of it helped, not the machines, none. so im guessing that all these thoughts and the back pain it all came from the atlus!

That is most likely. many years ago there was a famous mental hospital. It was called the Clearview Sanatarium. It used no drugs but was run by BJ Palmer. All they did was adjust the atlas and people got better. There were no drugs. Just atlas adjustments. It was well respected. Then psychiatrists got power and shut it down. But before that even courts that committed people would send them there. Rarely drugs may be needed. But it is rare.