Today at tai chi a GIRL joked about getting my number
My aunt invited me to do tai chi with her today at the park with eddy. And then she introduced me to her friend. Her friend said, that's your nephew, you are so handsome! And then she talked to my aunt in chinese and then did the phone signal and said she wanted my number, in front of her son. There weren't too many girls though other than that. But some asians are cute, I realized I should try to go for asian girls to start. Hey, alex I think I'm going to try asian girls for now. Because I am less shy around them, I feel it's a good start. So we should go the asian karaokee. I'm serious. Are you down niger? Im down niger. and you yourself also like asians. hella yah niger!

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Oh yah, i think im starting to grow a taste for asian girls. the reason i never liked asian girls before is because my mom is asian. and so i felt like im going out with my mom. but i am getting over that. I remember as a kid, i walked in on my mom when she was in a shower. And i think that is the reason why i hate pussy ever since.

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what up alex! i see you are on the forum right now! it is 8:30 are u going to roaring 20's nigga?

A couple of girls have asked me when I got off of work, like in the past few weeks. I'm thick headed so I don't usually get the hint until later. One girl actually knew when I left and seemed a little upset I was leaving work at 2:00 pm. Thinking about it now, I guess she wanted me to stay the full day since she was there all day too. I would have, thinking back. So I'm pretty desperate for a time machine. Opportunities seem to have an expiration date. It would be good to get those opportunities back somehow. But even with a real time machine, I would just make new mistakes. Time is just an illusion. There is only the Now. Matter and energy are what really change. Interesting how I have had it backwards all this time. Time doesn't change. The matter/energy that we are made up of is the only thing that changes. When we lose elecrons, we age. Then we call that the ravages of time. But its the same with losing friends, and its painful to lose a friend, especially if they are a female I might have spent my life with. Now that's all gone with the wind. But the winds always change. It can always go either way, just like a battle. The battle could still sway either way. In love we are in a continual battle for her love. But even when all hope is lost, and the battle seems over, we can only find a way back. There must be another way back into her heart.