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OHHH!!!! I GET IT!! YOU WANT TO BE NICE TO ME CUZ YOUR AFRAID THAT I'M GONNA TRY TO KICK YOU OUT! Well, that is SMART.

the reason I was willing to put up with a truce was not because I'm afraid of you. I just thought that you decided to grow up and talk like adults, but that's cool if you want to act like a child. I could careless at this point. you are officially a psycho.

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I will talk like adults about the rings, etc.. I can do that. But only if you take that back! You called me a psycho! Look! You don't know me, you don't know what I been through! I worked extremely hard the last year to get off my meds. You have no idea what the withdrawl was like. I was on for 7 years. So that is messed up. so it's up to you. do want me to keep posting endlessly and filling up the board like a psycho? Or do you want to apologize for what you just said?

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hey, i was on seroquel for 7 years. I could not get off for even a day or I would feel like I can't live, too many withdrawl symtoms. That seroquel was tough being on it. But it was even tougher not being on it. And for 1 whole year, I became very brave and worked with the detox center and it was tough but I did it. You don't know about all the other stuff about me. So don't judge me. if you are a 49 year old intelligent man, why don't just take what you said back. If you do, I can be a gentleman and only talk normal, if you don't that's your choice and I'm gonna go wild.

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I know that people like me better when they get to know me. I think I'm a likeable person. the funny thing is when I was 15 going through all these things, a lot of hotshots in class that bullied me ended up being my good friend. This one guy bryan, always would try to make me feel stupid and embarass me. but then one day he wanted to be good friends. weird. A lot of people that would make fun of me and want to fight me would end up respecting me in the end. When I was on those things, they were like demons. Everyone would laugh when they heard about me. After I got hospitalized for 2 weeks for wanting to commit suicide( I wanted to because the substitute doctor gave me a powerful drug with side effects) after that, this one guy Shawn wanted to fight me. I don't know why, I never bothered him. And so I pushed him in class and then the teacher sent me to the dean and I got suspended. But after, we became pretty good aquaintences. After all these people, there still is ONE that makes me furious every time I think of him. We use to play baseball in highschool. he was jealous because everyone knew I was better than him. and he would do whatever he can to insult me. If I saw him now, I think I would want to k*ck his as*. I'm a fairly strong guy, have the build sort of a bodybuider type. But anyways, that guys REALLY pissed me off and still does when I think about him. After highschool, I joined Excel, an MLM company. I was going to be playing baseball in community college, but I was SO SOLD on this mlm and people there seemed like they are happy all the time. I was happy being there and became business money minded. And ate, drank, and slept business at age 18. Wasn't succeful at it, but I really had the mindset and tried hard and was super ambitious. In 1 year, it went bankrupt and my dreams was shattered. I had wasted a whole year of my life. I gave up school, working out, sports, everything to do this. And when it happened, i was so stunned, I could not even talk for a whole month or two. I was like that girl in the exorcist. and that was how I felt. And then the psych increased my dosage up to 3 times what I was already taking. In about a year I gained almost 100 pounds. these meds make you eat a heck of a lot and make you sleep all day. After 3 months, I decided to sell things on ebay. I was still functioning very slow. I worked hard at opening a store but wasn't succesful. I still didn't want to give up. I decided I have to make money online somehow without doing much work. It's what I want. In 2006, I bumped into alex. I told him I wanted to sell his stuff. He wasn't that excited at the time, but after convincing him he taught me a little about business. Immediatley i opened up mag disovery and in 1 magazine earned 3 grand. And now after 2 years, I am doing even alot better. In 2007, I ran into a girl in scientology. for one whole year I sacrificed to come off the meds, I knew it was the hard way but the only way. I was motivating to a lot of people there. I'm proud that I came off of it. and I also did a detox program. THAT was even harder than coming off the meds and everyday I wanted to quit. It took me 50 days to complete it and after that it took me 4 months to stop feeling the withdrawl sensations. Since then, thing have been a lot better in many ways, not 100 percent the same. But I have lost a ton of weight by getting back on an exercise program and modifying my diet and am a lot healthier. And my business has got a lot better. so even though you say it's not a real job, I have tried and failed at many other businesses. And all my friends and family laughed when I said I wanted to find a business that earns me 5 grand a month while working 5 minutes a day. But I'm doing better in all aspects of my life right now. I'm still not old yet, about to be 23 and am just gonna have to keep staying positve and keep working hard in what I want.

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