THE TIMELINE OF SACJB'S LIFE PROBLEMS***SPECIAL EDITION
before age 14 i was fine. just a normal boy who loved sports and girls and stuff. I loved watching and playing baseball, soccer, basketball age 14 is when it all started. In the summer of 2000, one day i had a horrible thought. I thought, oh my god! One day I will not be a kid. and then i will be 20! oh no! and then 30! oh no! one day i will be 60! and then dead! oh no! oh no! ***but then as you know, i would calm down and say well i just have to make the best while i still can! **Later that summer, i got even more ill. i started to think, I can not get old! and so i went on google and typed how to live forever. boom! there it was! mr alex chiu's rings! At first, i could not believe what i saw! I knew it my answer! And so i felt well again by age 15 in 2001, I became ill again. i thought yah, maybe i stay young, but what happens when i am still old in number? what is going to happen when the number is 100? oh no! oh no! the number still gets higher! oh no! not good! and i became ill. And then i started to wonder what people in 1 million years will think of us. like dinasours. and all our family gone and we just keep living. by age 16, i ended in the hospital for being suicial. I was given the wrong medication by a substitute psychiatrist. I thought, yah in a million years we won't be important. but then again, imagine someone who is not me who don't care about me and can't experience what i experience! We all have different interpretations! I mean, the guy in china can not enjoy it when i eat a cheeseburger!!! The people in china don't know i exist!! they can't enjoy me eating a cheeseburger!!! So why eat a chesseburger if they don't care?!!!! Why enjoy anything!!!! And so i ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks, the same time as the 9/11 attack. From 2002 to 2004, I just continued to cope. In early 2004, i was called up by my friend zach. told me about a business opporunity that can get you rich. and this was to change my life forever! it was called excel communications. for a whole year i had no exercise and got in bad shape. The company had went bankrupt in a year. I had lost all emotion cuz this was my life and i needed to get rich for the strippers. at age 19 i was a mess. *** after it crashed, i lost emotion and would not talk. i would just stare at the wall, I was like theat girl in The exorcist or the ring! could not even think! this was the start of a bad atlas!!! * after 2 months i got back into my weighttraining and started to get strong again. that is until i had played basketball with 2 kids. took a fadeaway three from halfcourt, tripped and landed on my ankle. that had destroyed my atlas. since then i could not lift weights ever. ** in 2006, my luck with money had changed. i had bumped into alex chiu and began the money making *** in 2007, i was handed a flyer by danielea from scientology. I went in and found they are against psychiatry. for most of the year, i worked hard with them getting off the meds. It took almost a year. I was rough and brutal. I still am not the same. the meds have changed me. **** in 2008, i tried everything to get my physical problem resolved. nothing helped. that is until i found lobsang on this board. and now we are working on atlas! and this is my final straw! the atlas must work!!!! That is my history of my problems!!!!! Go SACJB!!! go!!! go!!! go!!!!!

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see!!! our forum is improving!!!! this is good stuff!!! take notes!!!! now you know sacjb!

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that is sort of what happened more or less

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I must say this forum rocks! I get kicked out of eminem forum in 1 minute!

lol I am taking notes alright