Should I move to Dutch Harbor or Adak Island?
I mean just get out all together and live there away from everything? I kind of like cool misty places. It does not get real cold there and it does not get hot.

Move to Japan. Japanese girls love white guys. They will offer sex the 1st time they see you. Japanese are nice people too. You can teach English as a private tutor and earn $$$. Seriously. When I was in Japan those white people earn so much money there just by teaching English. Japanese don't care if you're college professor or elementary drop out. They just want to see some white person teaching them how to say 'Fuk Kim Chow Fun'.

really I love japanese girls I wish there was more around here.

Oh so alex do you think I can find work in japan? Maybe as language teacher or in tv shows?

teach english I guess. No job in Italy?

only shit jobs. And only temporary job, not life-long contract. And worst of all, to rent an apartment is so expensive here that I should spend all I earn just for rent an apartment. So what's point in do shit job that yoiu don't need a degree to do, after I studied so many years, if I must live in my parents' house still. Economy is awful here too. If you don't work as manager or such and are married with children, you can barely survive and forget to buy an house of your own.

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Lobsang, if you are going to end your life why are you concerned about going to these places