On the verge of going to city college to feel better
I told myself if sun does well i will be set. But I'm not sure if it's going to continue to do well and am getting worried about what the future holds. I feel so bad for not having a degree. But if i take a few courses I think i will feel better and keep myself busy. Pat also told me i will be a better person for taking courses and meet girls. I feel so bad if I don't go. My cousin is goin to go back. I'm thinking it's either city college or getting a job but i hate work. I hate it. My mom today told me i should go back. I know that when I go, it makes me feel so much more relieved like nobody can tell me im no good cuz i could say im taking classes. It will make me sound better i think. Sure, it's a cover up, but hey, can't blame me. that's how our society works. I think the main person that convinced me is patt. So, in the next 2 days I am goin to find out what I should do. Especially since, I probably will be opting out of scientology after my refund, I will have an extra 3 hours to take courses. Patt told me it's the thing to do. I have a lot of credit card debt and don't know if i can pay it off anytime soon. So patt says i should have a backup plan. If sun doesn't do well, then my business has to be looked at as just a side job that i do on the side.

Why don't you do actor at hollywood?

Sun is doing well. You got like 10 letters today at Broad St. And besides, if Sun doesn't do well, try National Examinar. You are paying off the debt $1000 a month. That's not bad. Within a year you're debt free. Ooooooo! Going back to city college take some bullsh!t units. Yeah, hang a deploma from City College on your wall, an AS degree, just like Sabo. Your daddy and mommy will be so proud. Yeah? Well I don't see Sabo being considered a success yet. He came out of city college with AS degree. Where is he now?

what a degree is worth for an Immortal? :)

s
Sabo is broke. He says he is going to go to sf state. well that's good that i got 10 letters.

s
thats good, cuz i just got 3 footbrace order from sun in the last 2 days. so i guess now i have more than broke even if i got all those letters