OMG!!!!! Tarah is on schedule at the club!!
Wow! She is on schedule the next 3 days. I can't go though cuz she is working there in the day and I'm too embarassed to see her. I'm too shy. But hopefully she can work at night sometime and I see her.

Your shyness only happens during daylight hours? What is shyness exactly, I've often thought. And, how does one overcome shyness? All I can think is that a shy person has a hard time believing that he/she can be successful. So they shrink back into themselves. This is a reflex, a way to preserve oneself from being hurt. But there must be a way to train one's self in order to outgrow shyness. It's a culture shock really. A time when you are confronted with something that is hard or impossible to overcome. But other people overcome the same obstacles. You could just think of them as chi blockages in your own mind. Tackleing a problem doesn't start with the physical. It starts with the mind. If you have the ability to comprehend an event, it is much more likely that it will happen to you in the material world. People that have been married before have a much easier time comprehending how to find another mate and how to get married. But people who have never experienced a marriage have a hard time believing how it can happen. It's the same with finding a girlfriend, driving a car, talking, learning from a textbook, etc. It's all about the ability of your mind to comprehend it. Once it's solid in the mind, its solid in the world of matter. So, that leads me to believe that if one can build their brain, maybe with supplements, it can lead to better comprehension. Ginseng is suppose to be good for that. Another thing is visualization. You have to have the ability to visualize and comprehend it in your mind, then the brain collects the right nutrients, and the brain is built along the lines that you have been visualizing. So if one thinks of(visualizes) having a love life, or having the ability to make lots of money, I would suspect their brain to have a certain build to it. Everyone is built a little differently according to what they think about, or whatever they focus their intent upon. Having a love life is very general, but there are intricacies that only two people that are together know about. It's something that developes. It's like playing tennis. Tennis players have muscles that have developed which correspond to parts of their brain which correspond to the mind ultimately. And when athletes stop using that, it will atrophy. Visualization and an ability to comprehend love is the most important thing. I can think of a girl I've met named Jennifer. When I saw her, I was so overcome. My brain could not comprehend how beautiful she was. She was a wonder to behold. It's like seeing God, and I had/have a hard time comprehending how I could be with her in any relationship.

hey you want to go see her together?

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i called the club though. he said she is supposed to come in but has never showed up. He doesn't know which tarah it is.