Guys HE IS A TROLL! He will not die. He is on the forum for attention. If you keep feeding the troll he will keep posting!

you're right, but yet, I can't turn away. I like him better than Alex, anyway. At least this guy has some redeeming qualities.

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well, obviously I can't reason with you, so do what you must do. Just know that any day things can change; you can meet people, you can find love, anything could happen to anyone

Oh and also CerealRapist. Despite my problems and dilemma. I have contributed much to society for may years. I am an INFINITELY better person than Alex. I was a good guy and hard worker that messed up and does not know what to do. I really don't. Alex is a leach on society and a quack and criminal. Franco is a rich brat. And SacJB is a corrupt dysfunctional bipolar kid that never has had to work. But he is nice in some ways. But they are dogs at the tabloe. I am not. I am just screwed up. My fault yes. But I was never a leach. I messed up. When my son was born with severe cerebral Palsy I STUCK with my wife unlike MOST men. The statistics prove it. Having a child with CP is a hard life. They have to be taken care of all the time. For life. Washed, changed, fed(which takes at least an hour.) . When you go out with the family it is hard. Putting wheelchair together, lifting..It is not an easy life. I stuck for many years through thick and thin. Most guys leave. It is a statistical fact. I had a drug problem. It ruined me. But get this the fu@k straight. Do not put me in a class the Alex or the other two. What ever happens I did not do what they have done

Well the thing is that I am not SO opposed to Alex's little business. I think he believes it to a degree. And I think it is probably not all that harmful. I mean I think the FDA has not acted because they just think that no one would buy into it. But Alex's character with respect to not making good on things owed bothers me. And even though Alex is certifiable at least he has had the energy to write his 1000 page book and become reputed in fortune telling circles as basically the world expert in the I Ching. And he works on websites and stuff like that. Warped though his topics be. But the little bit about not returning the rings is telling. So Alex has actually worked on something in his life even if it is misdirected. I think Alex is less dangerous than some people out there. I mean I think people like the preacher Popov and his healing cloths and water and pretending to be psychic is worse. Playing off peoples belief in God and desperation. Ot Benny Hinn. Or the preacher with the hidden earpiece and radio to deceive people into believing God is revealing their hearts. Those are the high high crimes. Alex is a minor player. Perhaps we focus on him as his statements are so extreme and impossible. Now we come to Franco. Franco clearly is the rich kid. His parents have money. He has no initiative and his parents have allowed this. Franco is a rich loser. He does not want a wife of children. That says a lot about his desire to live life and give back. Now we come to SacJB. Perhaps I like SacJB because he is innocent and non abrasive. He never argues or makes friction. He is easy. I get the impression that he would be the type of friend that would do what ever you wanted to to. He asks questions instead of argues. He is also a peacemaker. His family is well off I can tell. But SacJB has an ethic. He is 23 and very concerned about his future. That says something. He is above Franco. SacJB is lazy. But he has hopes for a good life. And he is willing to work to an extent. Also SacJB is highly intelligent but mentally dysfunctional. He has sexual dysfunction. And how much of his "Bipolar" issue relates to that who knows? Is it the chicken or the egg. Freud would say the chicken and modern psychiatrists would say the egg. Or what ever. So we cannot be too hard on SacJB because of his illness and his manners which are not abrasive and he wants something in life. He does not feel "entitled" like Franco. So there you have the three men in the tub.

wow, that's f@cked up bro

Listen... That is the Short version. When I get motivated I may expand it. There was a lot more. You do not know how fuc@ed up it was. Imagine being a small town doctor and running all through town in a delusional manic state telling people there would be a "flash" in the sky and the entire USA would be destroyed. I mean with crazy dilated pupils and pleading with people to take cover! DXM can cause a long term psychosis if taken for a long time. I was tricked by the people who sold me the stuff. They did not tell me it was in it but I could not sue them because we did not learn the truth for years as to what was in the pills. It was horrible. There is much more to tell. I could write a book. As stated that was the SHORT version.

hey, you should write a book. sell a million copies and get your life back in shape.

Yeah people say that. I am no good at writing though. And most books make no money. The hard thing to accept is that the mind that did all that stuff is not me. It is all like a dream. If I had of done it in sound mind I could accept it more. But to lose your life over that is just unreal. The reason I wrote it on that forum as a dream is that the rules of the forum require it. So the website does not get shut down or IP addressed get supeaned. But I will tell you what. THAT forum is a damn intelligent forum. It is filled with PhDs and smart young people. A lot of folks with much knowledge and not just drugs. It is a great forum to interact with highly intelligent people. Geniuses in fact. They talk about everything.

That's f@cked up. I regret making fun of you. I'm sure you can bounce back, just dont assume you can attain the life you once had. Set your sights lower and you'll be fine.