LOBSANG, step right UP, step RIGHT up!! so since that email, you have not posted. So, what all of a sudden your gone and disappeared and nowhere to be found? If your going to die, atleast go to the stripclubs with me and alex! When you die, you have to live life to the fullest!
SacJB Shady- 08-20-2008
e Lobsang! You are on the forum! I see you! step right on up!
Lobsang- 08-20-2008
Re: e Lobsang! You are on the forum! I see you! step right on up!
Yeah..I was just looking. But I have made me decision. I couldn't go to a strip club because I am too upset and I live to far away. I am just trying to get the guts to do what is required. But if I did not have a ruined life and everything gone I would fly down and hang out with you guys. I think it would have been a lot of fun, But my life is over. I am a walking dead person. I just need some peace and rest. Too much pain. Too many bad dreams. Too much darkness. Too much suffering. It cannot be fixed. Everything is ruined.
Anonymous- 08-20-2008
Well I'm sorry to hear that. But you should try something, even if it sounds silly now. Drink some Gorgeouspil a lie down. See if that does a damn thing to help you feel better.
SacJB Shady- 08-20-2008
s lobsang, are you really going to kill yourself?
Pepe Smith- 08-20-2008
All this "My life sucks, I want to die" talk is boring the sh*t out of me. Man up and do it already. F@cking pussy.
jc- 08-20-2008
He made up that story is what i beleive because anyone rejecting help really does not have a problem, also you gotta be real stupid to kill yourself, you want to end the pain and be in peace but if you commit suicide you will end up in hell with an eternity of pain- REAL SMART. :roll:
Lobsang- 08-20-2008
Yeah. You found the Budd Dwyer video. That man had guts. I have watched it a million times. Trying to learn from him. You really should have posted the whole video so people could see how calm he was before he did it. I respect him. He was not a pu*sy like me. You are right I am a failure. At everything.
myfantasia- 08-20-2008
I say that to commit suicide is the cowardly thing. It's a permanent answer to a temporary problem.
SacJB Shady- 08-20-2008
d lobsang, yes or no. are you going to commit suicide? because if yes, definitley come to the clubs with me and chiu. I mean, you can't complain about money because you can't take it with you anyway. No excuse! You said yourself it would be fun. You can hang out with the immortality gang!
Lobsang- 08-20-2008
Re: d lobsang, yes or no. are you going to commit suicide? because if yes, definitley come to the clubs with me and chiu. I mean, you can't complain about money because you can't take it with you anyway. No excuse! You said yourself it would be fun. You can hang out with the immortality gang!
Damn I wish I could be happy enough to hang out with you guys. I could never bring myself to have a good time. I just do not deserve it. And also I live too far away. But damn if it was years ago when I was happy and could affored it I would have gone in a minute. I would have flown down and taken you guys out for dinner and go to all the clube.
jerry rosewicz- 08-20-2008
Adopt a dog from a shelter to keep you company. Next, join a small evangelical type church, even if your an atheist. Lastly, please call a suicide helpline. Please don't give up!
Lobsang- 08-20-2008
I say that to commit suicide is the cowardly thing. It's a permanent answer to a temporary problem.
Yeah. That's the old saying. But it has been seven years of pain. I cannot take any more. Enough is enough. I hate myself so much. And yeah, I am a coward. A big coward.
Jaguar b. p.- 08-20-2008
You can at least do a martyrdom bombing in Iraq
jc- 08-20-2008
Lets say this story you made up is real, you couldn`t even afford
going on the net..
C`mon, enough with the jokes, great story though..
