I WISH ALEX COULD INVENT A TIME TRAVEL DEVICE
LOBSANG, I really look back at the past. I wish I was 17 or 18 again. I really wish I could have 4 or 5 years back. They went by so fast. i feel i can't let go, like I'm stuck in the past. I think you probably are too, with your beautful amazing wife and kids and past career. Anyways, that is the reason i signed up and payed for the present time course in scientology, tr's and objectives. They say they will help get me back into present time. Do you believe this helps someone get back into present time? what are some things that one can do to get back into present time and take their attention off the past? do you think there is anything in it for me in scientology? do you recommend i go back and train to audit? I CAN NOT BELIEVE I AM 23!!!!!!! I AM AN OLD MAN NOW!!! OFFICIALLY!! 22 AND YOUNGER IS YOUNG, 23 AND OLDER IS OLD!!! I AM OLD MAN!!! TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!

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Lobsang, long time no hear

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Lobsang, step RIGHT on up! Step RIGHT on up!!!!!!!!!

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I haven't accomplished anything. I am so sad. I don't know what to say to people. I wish I was 18 again. and now I'm 23. :( :( :( :( :( :( I can not believe im 23! It's unreal. right now im going through a middle age crisis. 23! then 24, then 25, then 26, then 27, then 28, then 29, then 30!!!!!! I wish i was 18 forever! not fair.

Look you need to stick your penis in a vagina and ram it hard in there. In and out...In and out...Up and down...Up and down...Squirt...Squirt....Squirt.

SACJBHI-FI wrote: im going through a middle age crisis Your not going through a middle age crisis, your just worried because you dont know yet what awaits you, think about what will come ahead, the past is the past, your a man now (i think) so do MAN THINGS..

It sounds like you don't REALLY believe in the rings, SacJB! That's good, because they are a crock of sh!t. It's time to move on with your life and accomplish something other than getting this con artist Alex Chiu rich.

This is so ridiculous, I wish I was at least 90. Twenty three is a kid Just like there are advantages to being young, there are also rewards of being older. And you are not getting them because you're only 23! You should really adopt my approach, which is that I try to become old for 20 days until I look like Roberta McCain; and then I reverse for 1.23 days until I look like a newborn baby. That way you get all the rewards. That is my fascination: to bring youth and old age together. You use the power of a 50 year old CEO, and then you spend the money like an 11 year old

SacJB, in the past I tell you to be Alex's disciple but his behavior shows he only cares for himself. he won't teach you even the basic business lessons. But also your behavior is to blame -- you can't concentrate long enough to accomplish anything. You get surprised when people guess you have ADD or some other disorder, but it is clear to everyone just from your posts. A generous person would understand this is not your fault, that it is your brain chemistry, but alex does not have generous behavior. SacJB, get a job at IN-N-OUT and hold it for 6 months. This is not to earn money, but to prove to yourself you have the discipline to do it. You will learn to do stuff that you maybe don't like doing on time and reliably every day. You will learn to deal with customers and other workers. Alex did the same thing. He may not admit it, but that was training for his later business. You are simply not ready now to do business like alex does. You are unable to answer the simple questions like: 1. how much expense it will be to take out one ad. 2. how much money each sale will earn you. 3. how many sales you expect to earn from 1 ad in the magazine. 4. how much you sell the product for I bet you Franco knows the answers for his situation. Do you?

But also your behavior is to blame -- you can't concentrate long enough to accomplish anything. You get surprised when people guess you have ADD or some other disorder, but it is clear to everyone just from your posts. A generous person would understand this is not your fault, that it is your brain chemistry, but alex does not have generous behavior. SacJB is bipolar. That is clear. This may produce inability to stay on course. This also explains the sexual problems. The problem is that his bipolarity does not produce extreme dysfunction like psychosis hence it is hard to treat. For him I do not think medication is the best thing. I really do not like seeing people managed that way. But it is not without possibility. The problem is that he will not recognize his racing polar thoughts. And also though I hate medication there are possibly newer drugs that could help. But the thing is that what he needs first is a good fu*k with someone. That will help balance him. Until he achieves that there is basically no hope. And the thing is he knows he is bipolar because the psychiatrist has told him that both in the office and in the hospital when he was in the ward. And I have given him some solutions but he will always not try it. I mean he is only 23 years old. He can easily make things right.

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kamazooke, every magazine is different. Add? bipolar? No guys, I have a physical problem. lobsang thinks so too. and yes your right, i wouldn't be able to hold a job at In and Out for 6 months. alex got fired 9 times in a row before he did the rings. the last job i had was not even a real job, it was job training. They had me leave cuz whenever I was on the job, I would pick up the phone and take down ring orders. this is when i first started selling for alex. No, what is this about Add or bipolar? what symptoms do i show? scientology will say it's the reactive mind, nothing else

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I MISSED OUT ON LOTS OF THINGS *I never had the balls to go to homecoming or prom. the only girl i asked out was when i gave a girl a letter that my friend wrote. Never even read what he put in there. * I never even went on a real date * I never f*cked a REAL girl * I never had a girlfriend * I never graduated from college, even if i went and got a degree, still, from age 18 to 22, I never had those good memories you are supposed to *I don't have any good stories to tell people about my past * I missed out on a lot of things * I WISH I WAS 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYTHING 22 AND YOUNGER IS YOUNG! BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! I REALLY AM 23!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IM 23!!!!!!!! 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!!!!!

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SacJB is on top of the world right now!!!!! I just went to my favorite sandwhich shop and they played this song by earth wind and fire, it goes... do you remember? la la la la..... And it lifted me up! and i talked to the people there about the song and they started singing it, I talked to them about their sandwhich. and then i heard stronger in the car and it sounded great! hah!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am gong to conquer my physical problem and make it hapeen!!!!!!!!!!! LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I'M NOT BIPOLAR! SO don't try to take it that way! I just had a realization, that's all! that there may be hope! there are a lot of things in life that are so fascinating it's not eve funny -Just looking at hot girls is great - watching animals act a certain way -knowing alex chiu, the messiah -franco is so funny -just sipping a root beer while taking a bath -singing the tall girls song -wathching girls get tall in their heels - watching exciting things happen * Right now I had a realization! Oh my! THERE IS HOPE!!!!!!!! LIFE CAN BE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!