It's all Jesus and Lobsang's fault
Right now it feels weird when i think about jacking off. Jesus and Lobsang got into my head and started telling me tall girls represented something weird. They totally messed with me and got in my head and now i feel fucked up. I mean now i fantasize about being feminine and shit? That is crazy!

You should just go ahead and be a girl, or rather, a shemale. You can't ever be a girl, not a real girl with a real girl's vagina. I wouldn't say that to just anyone. You really need to. Start hanging out with shemales too. Go shopping. Have fun!