I wish I was 18 years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now at age 23, i continue to remember more and more what it's like to be well. And now i am an old man. When i was 18, going to the stripclub was like disney land rides for kids. It was special. And now to be honest, i just dread it. I dread driving to find parking to go to the clubs. Because me and alex both gave up on women. The stripclub is like my home. And you know how you like to get away from home? It's just so boring now. I just like coming on to the forum. I play my nba 2k9 ps2 video game. maybe rent a movie. and then i have my ipod. Nba season starts this month too. And before, i only went out to the stripclub. now i am becoming a true homebody because of the forum. Times change when you get old. 18 was so fun. You had an excuse to be dumb. You had an excuse to make mistakes. Now at age 23, it's a fool to be like a kid. At age 18, your life has not even started. I wish i could be 18 and earning this kind of money. And i also have my brain problem. You know, my brain is not communicating with my body, colon, or penis. It feels like my head can just pop at any second. Now, not even the stripclub is fun for me no more. because it's the same sh*t i did last year, and the year before that, and the year before that, and the year before that. I don't know anything else other than stripclub. I never even had a girlfriend. I'm so old, I'm 23 and have physical problems and life is just not as fun as when you are young, dumb, and full of cum. well, i never was full of cum. Wow! 18! wow! 18!
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I'm much more of an "old man" than you are at 23, so I find this confusing. My last girlfriend was much younger than I, and we had a blast! Then again, I do not know anything about your condition.
Rather than repeat everything here, I suggest that you read my "journal" entries. I was inconsistent with the "journal" due to a self-inflicted distraction, which led to severe depression. In short, I have learnt an important lesson: Know when to relent when somebody -even a close family member- adamantly refuses direction. It only causes pain.
Find works by Ekhardt Tolle; it will save you a lot of grief and stress -which cause ageing.
I know what you mean. At 21 I could recover from drunkness (as in digest, or metabolize it, without feeling like a limbless zombie after the hangover... (like if I drink heavily which I haven't for years, my limbs just feel numb and lifeless, like heavy meat).
My ears didn't ring as much after a decade of high volume... Sigh I wish I was younger again, with a fresh body..... saving up for ring and pills soon. either that or vote for Stem Cells.
