I wish I could have a time travel device badly

I wish I could have a time travel device badly
I really wish that I could go back in time sometimes. That is why i wanted to take the TR's and objectives present time course in Scientology. Because I always think about the past, mainly tarah. Right now, i don't feel in present time. I feel like it should be 5 years ago. I mean, I wish I could go back in time to the club and see all the old girls. I wish i had a time travel device where I could just pick and choose a time and place and just be there whenever I want. You see lobsang, this is what made me excited to take the present time course. God dang, I am in tahoe right now and I can't even enjoy it cuz im thinking about tarah, wishing i had a time travel device. It has been 2 years since I saw her pretty face and she hasn't left my heart a bit. Every second, she is somewhat on my mind in someway or another. It just is not fair. For some reason, that night I had a feeling it would be the last time I would see her. I had the spell on her and then ditched her from the room and I knew somehow that was it. I could just feel it. She had been there everyday for 3 years and somehow I know that was it. I wish I could go back in time. I wish i could go back in time and not did excel so much with matt and mike. I didn't know any better though at the time. Does anyone know if there will be a time travel device? It's like I want to just change it. i don' t want to sacrifice the present though. I miss tarah with all my heart. Now I get all these girls head over heels over me. alejandra, gwen, pleasure, etc.. i would have been pumped like hell years ago, now I don't even care because they mean nothing without tarah, the love of my life. If i could have her right now in my arms, I would be so in sync with the beauty of the world. I had the spell on her and she loved me very much.

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