Your wife could break up with that looser shes with in the near future and come looking for you (another looser basically as you stated)
So there is still hope, you dont think of these things as your not smart (again, as you stated)
Nah...It has been like 6 years. It is not possible. I think we all need to face the facts. I am a dead man. There is no other way. I am suffering way too much to wait for something that is not going to happen. But I am a loser because I cannot even get the guts to do it so far. And I am not smart enough to convince myself to just friggen do it.
I do not know why anybody has not answered about the cyanide. They said it would work. But I need to know more.
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well why don't you go beat your friends as* for taking your girl
He wants his wife to be happy, so LOBSANG, is not that what you want ?
Your wife and son to be happy ? I know you want them to happy with you but it is most important that you know they are happy right ?
Your wife can return to you, you need to nudge the waves of law and spell casters can do that.. i dont know why you still hesitate, saying they are nonsense without trying is just not an excuse, i would think you would try just about anything before you stupidly take your life.
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well why don't you go beat your friends as* for taking your girl
Well the thing is that they are half way around the world from me. And the thing is that she is supporting herself and my son with his artwork. She markets it. So if I was to hurt him and she did not take me back then her income would be destroyed. So I really can't f**K the guy up.
But it would be kind of fun because the guy thinks he is all tough and stuff like that. But he is not a big deal. I would kick his as* in about 4 seconds. But I did think about blowing my brains out in front of him to make a point.
He wants his wife to be happy, so LOBSANG, is not that what you want ?
Your wife and son to be happy ? I know you want them to happy with you but it is most important that you know they are happy right ?
Your wife can return to you, you need to nudge the waves of law and spell casters can do that.. i dont know why you still hesitate, saying they are nonsense without trying is just not an excuse, i would think you would try just about anything before you stupidly take your life.
Because spells cannt break universal law. They cannot do the impossible. When I was in college I used spells to hurt this guy that I did not like. I went inside his dreams and attacked. I wanted to hurt him. So anyway instead of the spell getting him it got his best friend. His best friend shot himself in the heart.
And then I saw the guy I was trying to hurt with the spell and he was all crying about his friend killing him self. I walked to the guy and said "Ha..your friend killed himself...My spell missed and hit him!"...Then the guy was crying crying more. So the spell did get him. But through his friend. But that was in my past. I would never wish harm on another now.
So I think there is a universall consciousness and projection can work. But it cannot break universal law.
You cannot be stuck in thinking that way, your not a pro at spell casting are you ? Let the pros do it for you- they know their stuff and wont fail..
These spell casters are no high school kids, they use the right tools to bring what you ask, they dont need pictures or any personal items..
Your life can go back in place, its not about hurting people, the spell casters wont do that even if you ask but they will bring forth your wish without harm- depends how desperate you are, and we all know you are really desperate.. I dont see the reason to your hesitation..
What is this universal law? If you believe in spells, then you basically believe in magic. What kind of magic allows you to kill people remotely but does not allow you to improve your situation?
JC is right -- there are a lot of things you are saying that don't add up. Why would someone with your background come to a board such as this for suicide advice? That is a like a policeman coming here asking advice how to rob a bank. Maybe you do not have firsthand expertise, but you must certainly know where to find out better sources of information than here.
What is this universal law? If you believe in spells, then you basically believe in magic. What kind of magic allows you to kill people remotely but does not allow you to improve your situation?
JC is right -- there are a lot of things you are saying that don't add up. Why would someone with your background come to a board such as this for suicide advice? That is a like a policeman coming here asking advice how to rob a bank. Maybe you do not have firsthand expertise, but you must certainly know where to find out better sources of information than here.
Well I think jc and I have a different concept of what a "spell". I believe in the unified field of consciousness and as such I suspect that thought projection may be possible. But it cannot violate universal law. The law of material physics. If you are interested in some of what I believe go to Youtube and search John Hagelin unified field. Now I am not sure that thought projection is possible. I simply suspect it. But if one can project rudementary thoughts the actions of those thoughts cannot violate that which is impossible.
And as far as suicide advice. I was more here to bounce different things off of people. I mean sure. I know how to kill myself. It is not that hard. I think the closest we have come is the person that advised going to the florist and getting cyanide. But they have not seen fit to answer my specific questions about what it is used for and I cannot find anything on line.
So basically I jsut like some of the people here. I mean I have been on other websites. Like talking to psychologists and stuff. But the people here seem more real. So I dunno.
You should get a guns, and shoot as many people at a cinema as you can. and fight the cops, with two sawed off shot guns. Dramatic like the movies, in that Cinema.
You should get a guns, and shoot as many people at a cinema as you can. and fight the cops, with two sawed off shot guns. Dramatic like the movies, in that Cinema.
No. I would never do anything to hurt anyone else. I have no right to take another person's life. People that do that are really the most selfish people in the world. No I am not into hurting others
