I feel better and I think I know why..(Still dying though)
Ok so I have been drinking a giant 2 liter root beer bottle everyday for like a year. Well yesterday and today I did not do it. I am drinking just water. Well this is the first day that I have gone for hours feeling better. So the root beer I think was not good. I mean I knew it was not good but it is REALLY not good. Like I was all bloated and heavy but I feel better and all. Now I am sure I am going to die. But I am just saying I feel better. And also I am urinating more. I think I was not because of all the salt in the root beer. But I did eat a submarine sandwich, a 1 pound smoked sausage and a small piece of chicken today. But I think the root beer was not so good. I mean of course I knew that but I did not think it was THAT bad. But Like I say I still am going to die!
And I also want to say that this is the best forum because every other forum gets mad and yells at me and throws me off. Because the people here are Alex people and they are the best.
Alex forum rules! I was thrown off of
1. karate Forum
2. Psychology Forum
3. Drug Forum (threatened)
4. Doctor's forum (Nobody will talk)
5. Quack medicine forum (at least 7 times)
6. Yahoo Answers (Like 30 times!)
t
THIS FORUM ROCKS!!! THE IMMORTALITY DEVICES FORUM!!! lobsang, you NEVER answered my question. Explain how you heard about alex and what you thought at first and how you got on the forum.
What are you dying of? And that's quite a list of being banned from places. Lol.
GEE, I WONDER WHY HE WAS BANNED FROM SO MANY PLACES...
And hey, maybe it's a f@cking sign and we should follow suit!
Re: t
THIS FORUM ROCKS!!! THE IMMORTALITY DEVICES FORUM!!! lobsang, you NEVER answered my question. Explain how you heard about alex and what you thought at first and how you got on the forum.
Well I forget exactly. I think it was like years ago but I forget and then I found Alex's website and then I studied a lot and at first I thought he was a fraud and just lying. But I found the forum one time through the website or an search on Alex Chiu.
What are you dying of? And that's quite a list of being banned from places. Lol.
Well I am dying ultimately of a broken heart. But it has given me a bad heart that is failing, bad kidneys, diabetes, a heart attack, a stroke. You just have to read my old posts to understand. After I lot my career and the SAVAGE stole my wife and child I died in my heart and everything else followed!
so why did you burn all your bridges at other message boards? just so you could turn your entire life to shit and sit there and feel sorry for yourself all day?
seriously, you are being so selfish right now. you could be doing something productive and useful on this planet, and instead you're just being a douchebag who mopes around and tries to get attention and sympathy from others.
so why did you burn all your bridges at other message boards? just so you could turn your entire life to excrement and sit there and feel sorry for yourself all day?
seriously, you are being so selfish right now. you could be doing something productive and useful on this planet, and instead you're just being a douchebag who mopes around and tries to get attention and sympathy from others.
Well I don't know why I burn the bridges. I just do fine for a long time and am well liked and all. But then I just get something in me and one day I decide to rebel. But on the karate forum I have more experience than most and they stupid things about karate and the forum is boring so I shake it up a bit.
And as far as the planet. There is nothing useful I could do. I have no skills and I am too sick. And if there is a God..Fuk him because he made my kid crippled and never helped me. And I don't own any body anything. I practiced for 20 years and always saw people for free and stuff and never took advantage but now I am ruined. So fuk the world. It is all a big accident. There is no right and wrong. There is no organization or reason ofr us. It is all a bad bad thing. Fuk it all! I have no future. I am just a pusy afraid to kill myself . I know i know. But that's all Ok???
Oh yeah...Also when people like me and get too close I for some reason after a while will wreck the relationship. I dunno. Like I do not deserve friends. But I kind of like SacJB. He is my real friend. I would not hurt him. But that is because he is a true person and is not vindictive and those are rare traits. But yeah...People want to be friends and all but I always ruin it.
Are you afraid to be loved?
I do not know. There seem to be people that matter and people that do not. I dunno. Some people I just ruin things with. Like I want them to hate me but then after it happens I don't. But like I want my son who is handicapped to love me. I want my wife who is HYPNOTIZED by the SAVAGE to love me. I dunno. But I will tell you this much. If you think I am messed up now. I was REALLY messed up years ago.
I mean at heart I am a grennie/hippy person. A conservationist and such. But like for some reason I went through this phase where I was haning around with red neck people and being all mean and critical of green people. Like really mean. But then I lost all my friends who were green and then I found out the rednecks were fake and I was really not one. So I was really being mean to myself when I was mean to the greenies. But I lost my friends. I was a total jerk. I just bang my head saying how could I do that?
But now I am not really like that to that extreme. But I do get mad on forums and wreck everything. But not like I did.
