I can feel my death coming very soon!
My heart is now failing. I went to the grocery store yesterday and I could barely walk through the store my heart was so weak. My kidneys are failing. I can barely lift my arms. I am having strange dreams. I am so sick. So so sick. I can't believe this is happening. I always thought I would be happy and live long. I helped people but I guess I deserve this.
Funny, you seemed quite filled with vitriol and energy for the past 2 days.
Well no I was pretty sick yesterday. But if I sit at the computer I still feel sick but I can still type. I mean it is weird. I still have energy in my brain but my body is failing. Like I can't breath good because my right atrium is enlarged so I have CHF. I am pretty sure I am in CHF, renal failure and type 2 diabetes. My BP was 160/110 so I got some Atenolol and lasix. My pulse was 120 always. Then I took it and my BP is 130/79 with my rate at like 78. But I feel a lot weaker after the beta blocker and diuretic. I am so depressed now. I mean I am depressed but I also get all wound up posting animal videos. But I am really really sick. I wish my happy life could come back. I don't deserve this.
use immortality rings, surely they will cure you. Right, guys?
*crickets*
lobsang. I would be happy if you die.
But if you want you can live and be cured.
You have just to do 3 things:
1. stop taking drugs. they are only harmful
2. eat only fruit,vegetables,spirulina,oatmeal
3. wear immortality rings and take gorgeouspil
If you do that, in 1 month you will be cured and will feel great.
Yeah...Even the rings could not help me or the GP. And even if they could I have no reason to live. So one part of my mind wants me to live and the other part needs to die. Like I always had more than one part. Like years ago I would support environmental groups but then go around acting like a red neck and bad mouthing them publicly. Or like one minute I would want to practice natural medicine and a few days later I would be against it. And then I was on this one forum that I was on for a long time and respected but then I posted all of my death stuff and they got mad. So I retaliated and erased my articles and erased from my profile all my friends and my extensive profile. I dunno. My life is over.
But why are you complaining now ? You said your gonna eat all sorts of
crap food like fat sausage etc just to get sick now your complaining ?
Stop eating that crap- simple..
No Franco. It will not help. I have cardiomyopathy. Diet and rings will not fix it. It is too far gone.
Make your peace with the people around you and yourself. Accept your death if it is inevitable. Go with grace, Lobsang.
Well jc I did not buy my weekly 2 liter bottles of root beer and yesterday I ate one large Italian submarine sandwich and like a bunch of store bought fried chicken. But I did buy a bunch of pre cooked Beef smoked sausages and cambells chunky fully loaded soup. I usually eat the soup at night. I take the soup and put it in a pan and heat it. I then take a large package of saltine crackers and I crunch them up in the soup and then I pour a bunch of olive oil in the soup to counter the badness in the soup. Then I eat the soup out of the sauce pan on the stove. But I did stop the root beer and that was a lot of root beer. I mean more than one half gallon per day. But then also I bought a bunch of brown rice. So on one hand I eat the brown rice but then on the other I eat the sausage. I dunno. Like one part of me eats health and the other part eats bad. I dunno.
you sound kind of bipolar
Dear Lobsang, I told you to get the Alex Chiu rings. I can tell by looking at someone if he needs to wear them,
or even just by a person's voice. Or even just by your description, i.e. "weak heart, pot belly, blood pressure, diabetes."
If you are already in debt hundreds of thousands of dollars, if you are already considering suicide, then I don't see what the big deal is in trying a $20 cure.
You are more knowledgeable than the average person and it would be stupid if you died. Although of course in the grand scheme of things it doesn't matter since 100 billion people have died already
Like one part of me eats health and the other part eats bad. I dunno.
That's the way to do it. You should eat what you want, regardless of whether it's healthy or not
I have one piece of advice before you get yourself the immortality rings, and it has to do with sleep.
The advice is: be careful to be in relatively good shape before you go to sleep,
because adding sleep to an unwell body can result in death when you wake up.
You probably know from medical practice that a common time for cardiac and stroke-related death is in the morning
But then also I bought a bunch of brown rice. So on one hand I eat the brown rice but then on the other I eat the sausage. I dunno. Like one part of me eats health and the other part eats bad. I dunno.
Must be LOBSANG RAMPA that wants healthy food.. :roll:
