Great movie. I have it on HD DVD. But you're no faker (you may be exaggerating your illness, which sounds very likely). You do have mental problems. Can they be controlled? Yes, but you need to take your medicine PROPERLY and go speak to someone (or at least self-reflect in a POSITIVE manner).
I'm being serious here. Just try to unstress a little. But regardless, you need to be on your medication regularly. If they're making you sick, then go tell the doctor that and get on a new regimen.
At least laughter is one good way of unstressing. You're on the right path so far. Keep up the good work, loony tunes.