Damn. I got kicked out of Centerfolds, the strip club
Damn. I got kicked out of Centerfolds, the strip club, where I met Sierra today. Today, I went in and I said hi to the dancer who I went out with half a year ago. She got so angry and yelled at me "Why are you talking to me?!!! Don't talk to me!!!" Then a minuate later the manager came and pull me out and told me that she said I was stalking her, which is absolutely not true. I hardly ever speak to her. She tries to avoid me, and I also try to avoid her. Everytime I tip her on stage, she ask me for so much tip. "C'mon, keep tipping. Keep the money coming!" That's why I'm kind of trying to avoid her myself because I could lose $10 everytime I see her on stage. The last time I came to the strip club I was talking to this one dancer who told me maybe she is interested in becoming my girlfriend. I spoke to her the entire night. I totally didn't speak to the girl who kicked me out. Then the manager came and said that I am stalking her. What a joke. The manager doesn't seem to believe her though because the manager sees me there all the time. He knows that I always stand in the corner and never would act like I am stalking the girls. So the manager said why don't you go to another club today and let her calm down for a few days then come back. Or simply come back when she is not working. I don't know what I should do. How come all this bullshit would happen to me? Finally some girl said she might be my girlfriend. Then now another girl tries to kick me out of the club. And if I can't go there as often, how can I catch Sierra? Sierra, help. Will you at least notify me when you go to centerfolds next time?

We need to pray about this.

just go back when she not working, or does she work all the time almost?

Real Story: Alex stalked Sierra and Sierra had his ass thrown out... Regardless what exactly happened (because I don't believe your version of the story), its obvious that you have been exposed (by Sierra) to the other dancers for the human scum that you are. If it was in fact a different dancer. Maybe its high time you went to another strip club or better yet... Begin to piece your pathetic life together.

Why go to strip clubs ? give them up, the girls there only want one thing, MONEY , MONEY and MORE MONEY.. have you not realised it yet ?? Why waste your time there, go meet a nice girl elsewhere, clean, smart and not greedy !

Alex, how many times do I have to tell you? You are behaving in a way that is not beneficial to anyone. Seeking approval through gifts or money only says to them on some level, 'I am nowhere near enough on my own'. You are setting yourself up for this shit all the time. I've given you the resources you need many times. They explain it all in depth. All you have to do is read them and apply. It is very easy to do. You will come across as far nicer in fact and together. You will get love and respect from women and they will know you are giving the same back (and you will actually be doing it by positive, common sense and healthy actions). You will finally understand that it is not you being 'too nice' that is the problem. The problem is you have holes in your psychological make-up that cause you problems in life and with girls. How can you trust a person that gives money out like candy to a girl he is dating, just for dating her? They probably think you are a saddo and a creep that looks down on women. And that is just one behaviour that is all wrong. Better yet if you understand the system of psychology and how men and women interact psychologically, then you will understand all of your behaviours and where you went wrong in the past. This site is the best information you will ever find on this: www.doctorpaul.net . You have to be one hell of an idiot not to get his stuff and apply it.

Men who go to strip clubs are lost souls. They're very unlikely to find any kind of love from a normal girl. That's why they drop out of regular dating and hang out in strip clubs. Strip clubs, massage parlors, hookers, all are desperate last resort things. Alex said himself that only losers go to strip clubs.

I think I have to buy that girl flowers and promise her never to talk to other girls again when she is working. Damn, but that's impossible. What if Franchesca works there at the same night and she comes to talk to me again? I cannot shoo her away. I cannot shoo other girls away when they just come to say hello to me. This is going to cause some major trouble. Damn. I had a dream about Jamie-Lynn chocking me at my bathroom. The dream came true. She is now affecting my daily life. Fuck it, I think I will ask her out again and just forget about the other girl. I am not sure if the other girl is serious or not anyway. Maybe she is just talking. The other girl said she will become my boyfriend once she fully breaks up with her X boyfriend. But I don't know if she is telling the truth. Maybe she only wants lap dances from me.

You are on a bad route, you are trying to seek approval from a girl who is easy to talk with . Tipping a stripper for talking is not dating, its her job, dude, and others girls sadi that she will be your girlfrined ? really ? Or maybe they are taking jokes of you , to make you come again and buy lap dances ? I think that if you go on like that you will get some legal restraint sooner or later from the owner of the club. And another thing, you've been trhown out from the club because you aren't a good customer for them, probably Sierra talked of you to others girls in an harsh tone for example : " do you see that looser ? he thinks he invented immortality , and says he is in love with me on a internet forum" , effect : general laugh. If i were in you i wouldn't go again in that place for ever. I told you many times, to forget Sierra and strip clubs, damn, you live in San Francisco , aren't there 'normal' places where people meet ? Can't you go with your friend one night and go in a regular bar or disco ? You start to meet people, until you have a circle of 'normal' friends ? is that too much difficult ? If you think over and over again at Sierra you will start to idealize her figure and the more you don't see her the more she will become your God. You have to stop this shit.

well now I got kicked out of centerfolds, I might start going to bars. I will try. But maybe I will just go back to Certerfolds when Jamie-Lynn takes a day off.

The real truth of what happened is in my last post. I'd say the surface truth of what happened in this situation is that your ex saw or heard about all the shit you said about Seira always being the one you wanted most.

Oh no no. I promised Sierra that I would never talk about her being here. So I did not say anything about Sierra to anybody. So they don't know nothing about Sierra. What happened is I was talking to this other girl the entire day. This other girl said she will break up with her X boyfriend and then be my girlfriend. She said her X boyfriend kept breaking up with her and make up with her. She's tired of it and she wants to end it. And she said I will be the next boyfriend. But I don't know if she is just saying that in order to get more lap dances from me. But I do know that Jamie-Lynn was pissed and asked the manager to kick me out after that.

I see now. These girls are fighting over you.

I better go in with flowers and buy her a big lap dance. I had a dream of her chocking me in my bathroom. I think this is what it stands for now. With her in the club, I cannot enter the club. This affected my personal life.\ Im buying her some roses and tell her I love her, etc. See if she would forgive me.