***chaplain at church says he knows lobsang***
i guess i took some time to think about my final decision. And now I decided that there probably is nothing in the church left for me to do. I would have loved to take PRESENT TIME course, but in order to do that I'm going to have to take a ton of other basic courses. And I'm done playing games like that, it aint cool. IN my heart, I know I'm not an SP. So tonight I'm going to start reading section Keeping Scientology Working. And then the chaplin shall make me read a few more things and then I shall sign and resign from the church for a refund. I'm going to set a good example. People who knew me there will realize that me getting booted out it just silly. I payed a ton of money for a course they won't give me, they told me they would give me a refund, therefore it's corrupt. Call me a PTS all you want. That's right COS!! I'm not afraid of you! I ain't no SP, I am standing up for what's right! And don't worry, this time I already made up my mind. It's like Baron Davis. He shocked the team by going to the clippers. I now realize that in the world, things change and me getting kicked out is a change, but it's time to move on to new better and exciting things. I'm going to have to find other therapies that are better than scientology. Things that aren't very expensive. I like gym, I like basketball, and stripclubs. Ron told me to try yoga for a calm mind. I'm starting tai chi. Oh yeah! And I still have freezone! Hah!! And besides, these girls at the church aint even real. They won't date you if your not a master scientologist. Sometimes I feel like these people aren't humans. I mean lobsang, is it true that through auditing, you find your past lives? this one lady from the sea org told me in her past life she was tied down and abused by aliens on another planet or something. what the heck? Well, I can now audit and do present time course right away with ron finch from freezone. So, worse case scenario, if I had to go back to church, I would have to do a 2 year extensive program atleast of trust and deeds for the world. Tonight I am going back with the only intention of getting my paycheck. :D :D

Hope you get your money. Good Luck

Well the thing is that you really are an SP based on what you said in the post. You have knocked scientology. So you are now an SP. You did it and now you have to live with it.

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lobsang, what makes you believe this forum is being monitored?