Alex, I saw Sierra today.
I saw Sierra today when I went inside of Centerfolds. I asked her why she married that guy she's with and didn't give Alex a chance and she said, "Well, he came in here one day and paid me to have sex with him. After that I just fell in love with him and we got married. Besides, I couldn't get married to Alex anyway. Alex's best friend came in here one day and also paid me to have sex with him, so I just can't have feelings for Alex anymore." Also, what do you think of my topic, "Will I ever meet Britney Spears" in the i ching forum?

did she mention the sheer terror she felt by the fact that alex is stalking her and threatening her with guns?

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Alex isn't threatening her with guns or stalking her.

I saw Sierra today when I went inside of Centerfolds. I asked her why she married that guy she's with and didn't give Alex a chance and she said, "Well, he came in here one day and paid me to have sex with him. After that I just fell in love with him and we got married. Besides, I couldn't get married to Alex anyway. Alex's best friend came in here one day and also paid me to have sex with him, so I just can't have feelings for Alex anymore." Do you guys realize how shallow this woman is to talk this way? Talking about intimate thigs between her and her husband. Like she is just a shallow dog sniffing here and there. I mean do you guys not friggen understand that you are going to get real tired of a relationship like this? There are certain qualities that you marry a woman for. And looks aree part of it. But you have to look at other things. And trust me some chick who is making money doing lap dances and having sex with guys is a poor choice. She is damaged goods. And usually she was abused in some way. Many times it is with her father. Here is a poem I wrote years ago... My Wife The Whore My dirty wife is such a slut From her sleazy hair To her tight little butt She's a piece of trash You know it's true For twenty bucks She will pose for you I met her in a biker bar Within five minutes She was in my car When I said "will you marry me?" She replied "I will if you pay my fee" She's no good Just a cheap little whore But I treat her well Even open the door She sleeps around then laughs in my face All my friends think it's a total disgrace She likes to drink and watch TV I don't mind Because for me she's free My friends say I'm just a pimp But my wife tells me they are limp She's got a reputation all over town For much much more than fooling around The stuff she's into I can't even guess I don't get involved as it's for the best But I don't care I think she's hot When she treats me bad I like it a lot When she's ready she'll give me more My wonderful wife The little whore

mm.. I regret I called Sierra a whore. My mistake. Hey alex or sacjb, can you apologize at Sierra for me? Tell her I am sorry.

And I do not know how yu guys what to kiss the lips of or stick your penis in some place where like 600 other skeezy guys have been. I mean don't you want a nice clean girl?

Well this is an interesting point. These stripper hookers aren't very romantic. They're all show really. All show for a fee. And how often does a guy go back to a club to see the same girl? Most don't go back, and it turns out to be a big waste of money because there's no real relationship there. It's just dance naked and I'll pay you. I would rather have a real girlfriend that honestly cared about me. That's why you got to have something attractive about yourself, to hook the girl you want. I don't have that, and never will really. It's a certain magnetism that some men have. If only I could collect and store this manly energy. I could draw them in like a tractor beam.

Hah... You can find a nice girl. They are out there. But you got to look in the right places. Like join clubs and stuff like thatYou find a good girlfriend through common interests. Like get involved in styuff. Like a hiking club or another club that girls are going to be involved in. And don't discount internet dating. But you have to make your profile right. You have to come off sincerely as a nice guy looking for a true nice girlfriend. You see what you guys fail sometimes to understand is that there are a lot of girls looking for nice boyfriends. They are all over the place. But a lot of guys are to shy. Or the guys that are not shy just act like ass holes and treat the girls like meat. I mean I am not looking for anyone. But just to see what would happen I put a profile on a couple of websites to see what woulf happen. I postured as a nice guy that wanted a nice girl. Then I said a lot of things about how I would like to take a girl for walks in the park and stuff like that. And then I said like what I thought my ideal girl would look like. I also said stuff like that if they were just interested in sex not to bother contacting me. Well I got tons of responses from girls that were sounding really cool and with decent bodies and weithts. Nice So the thing is that if you try you can find one. I mean these girls are wanting guys. Like if you look on youtube you will see how many very attractive young ladies are making videos of themselves in just their bra and panties in their bedroom and showing themselves off. Girls like attention. They are looking. And if a girl is putting herself up on youtube in her bedroom she is not getting the attention she craves. So they are out there. If I was not going to die soon hell I would get involved. But all this is over for me. I have had a stripper girl friend that was totally hot beyond belief when I was like 25 years old. But I gues my dick was not big enough or what ever cause she left. Man did I cry when that happened. I was devisated. Then a couple of years later I met my girlfriend and she was very attractive and treated me like a king. Hell I mean yeah...The stripper chick put out in bed but she was a loser as a person. She was really fuc*ed up. Had major problems but I could not see that until I met a good girl who was normal. These stripper chicks are NOT normal. They have major issues...Yeah yeah...They will sometimes say it is an "art" yeah...Whatever. They are low lifes plane and simple. Totally shallow and of no value in the long term But when the only girls you know are strippers you easilly forget what a decent girl is like. Or you have never met one. I mean the first time I went out with the stripper chick I met I was gropping on her and almst banging her against a cheap bar in a trashy neighborhood while people watched. I mean is THAT the type of girl you want? So I would not be so negative. I would simply change the way I did things

But do you remember "Stupid Girls" video by Pink where she mocks slutty girls? Towards the end, one is left thinking: "Actually yes, you look more attractive as a bimbo than as your usual tomboy self, you freak."

When a girl suddenly falls out of my life it is the same feeling as a tomb door being closed over me. It's like something I spent 10 years producing just vanishes like a dream. It's not possible to recreate feelings I had with one girl onto some new girl. Jennifer was a long time coming. As soon as she appeared to me some SOB out of left field came and got her.

Nah...There is some reason you are afraid of woman. It is deep inside and you are making excuses. Do you really like woman sexually? Because normal guys have a sex drive that over rides this. You are making excuses. Because if a girl the t fit your criteria came along and wanted to be your girlfriend you would do it in a minute. So you are making excuses.

There is some reason you are afraid of woman. It is deep inside and you are making excuses. Do you really like woman sexually? That's like saying that I am afraid of 800 million dollars, and that I am making excuses for not having 800 million dollars. Me like women sexually? Er... that's what we were talking about right? I'm not trying to find a housekeeper here. You're kind of like that numb nutz Dr. Drew Pinsky that used to be on tv. He would always turn the tables and say some off the wall shite that he just pulled out of thin air.

Well OK...I was fooling around. But really I think you are making excuses. I mean getting dates and sex is not very hard to do. There are lots of ways to meet girls and get them. I mean they are all over the place. And they are looking for you. You do not know it though. OK I will help you... Just imagine that you have something in your brain that takes it over. It is called the "cube". The cube is HUNGRY for women and the cube can get any girl it wants. It lives between your eyes. It takes you over. Focus on the cube. Let the cube do the work. Do the talking. Make the gestures. The cube knows what women want. Let the cube take you over. Become the cube. Submit your self to the cube. The cube is ancient and knows how to get a girl. Just ask the cube to direct you. Let the cube spot the girl and then let the cube move in and get her. She cannot resist the cube. Before you go out. Tell the cube ...Cube..I like girls in tight jeans...I want one. The cube will take you to where one is. You will see her in the tight jeans...Maybe in a bar...Maybe in a park. Then just have faith in the cube and move in. The cube will make you say the right thing and move the right way. The cube must be satisfied.

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He was just kidding about the guns thing. And if it didn't scare Sierra it shouldn't scare you.