Alex, I saw Sierra today.

When I'm at work I have always obsessively thought about Jennifer. And even though she quit work many weeks ago, I still think of her. And have even purposefully put her back into my thoughts when I get distracted with meaningless things. Always positive thoughts about her and I. Yesterday a song entered my mind that I hadn't heard for years. I could just barely remember the melody until this morning. This song by America, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWpnJZfxedw&feature=PlayList&p=9548D5C1D0060A50&index=79 Then I got it, and felt how much I needed Jennifer's love, and began repeating how I needed her love in my mind. I work in a garden and just after watering plants I sprayed water over my head and walked to the parking lot. My hair was still dripping wet and then I saw Jennifer. I thought how is it possible, and yet she parked and got out of her car and we talked just briefly about how I hadn't seen her for weeks. What are the odds? This is The Secret working. OUR THOUGHTS BECOME REALITY.

As with anything, a love life has to be continually cared for. It's not just a one time for all time thing. If you stop feeding a dream, it will just vanish into thin air. It has to be continually maintained, kind of like a business. And eventually you may reach a certain level of success with it and feel secure. But there is something about some girls. I just can't sit by and watch her walk out the door. It's kind of strange, but my body, ego, or some perfectionism in me demands that I reach another level of perfection. I must reach her level, even at the price of losing friendships. Even if the world hates me, I must reach her love.

I think I just through up in my mouth!

What changed your mind about the rings? Did they stop working for you?

What changed your mind about the rings? Did they stop working for you? Me?? No I still believe in the rings and GP. If I said anthing I meant that they were not proven scientifically. Thats all. I believe in the rings and GP because I choose to whether they are proven by science or not.

This song by America, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWpnJZfxedw&feature=PlayList&p=9548D5C1D0060A50&index=79 Btw You can cut off YouTube links at the first "&" sign, it will still work. Like this, you just use the left one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWpnJZfxedw &feature=PlayList&p=9548D5C1D0060A50&index=79

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