But I look nothing like my old photo. The hairstyle is totally different. Dammit you think Im Brad Pitt? Am I that famous? Like every stripper knows me already?

that seems like a strange conclusion the more afraid of you she is=she must be attracted to you, but people are never like talking to people they fear so unless she can feel slightly comfortable around you nothing would ever come of this it doesn't matter how attractive you are.

Oh no no. Strippers are different. You must imagine if you are a stripper everyday you ask many many guys if they want a lap dance. Many men are simply old, fat and ugly. But strippers have no problem asking these men all day long. After all that's their job. If I am a stripper, I will never be afraid or try to avoid a man simply because I don't like him, because I think he's ugly, too old, too fat, or simply a creep. I don't give a shit. If he wants to pay me $40 for a lap dance, who cares if I hate him or not? I will take his money, give him a real nice 5 minutes little dance, and let him go home and jerk off all he wants. None of my business what he thinks of me. But if I am afraid of some guy, there has got to be a story. A very complicated story. Just like before Sierra visited this forum, I wrote that she was afraid of me. She was avoiding me all day long. Then BAM!!!! She showed up at this forum within a week. You see? Strippers try not to date men who go to strip clubs all the time because they feel insecure with this kind of men. She asked me, "How long have you been coming to strip club?" I told her 2 years. Then she felt uncomfortable and just walked away. Then she started to avoid me all day long and refused my lap dance offers. But don't worry. I am taking Gorgeouspil like mad and she can't escape my power!!!! She will submit and eventually ask me out. Yeah, now my new policy is to become drop dead gorgeous. I don't ask them out. They drop dead in front of me and ask me out!!! Now I am the lady, and they are the guys. Turn the table on them.

OOHHH!!! Ey ey! His dream actually came true! Alex Chiu turning into a lady!!! See that's what the dream is about! Because I say on this forum I am turning into a lady. That's why he had such dream!!!

Oh yeah! I remember that dream. In my dream you came here to Milano on holiday, but you were a cute lovely asian girl, all my friends and people staring at you. Also another time I dreamed an hollywood movie about your life.

Also another time I *dreamt * an hollywood movie about your life. dream is an irregular verb , if i am not wrong

If an attractive man is always going to strip clubs then the strippers probably think straight away, 'what the hell is wrong with him, it must be something big/weird' and it probably scares them. That may be what is going on. In fact they probably think that about all the regulars, seedy, nice, good looking, fat or ugly.

Yeah that girl was afraid of me because at first she thought I was boyfriend material. But when she found out that I go there for 2 years already, she tried to stay away. I mean what stripper wants to have a boyfriend who constantly goes to strip clubs? But don't worry. Gorgeouspil is in control. I will take it like mad and she won't be able to resist at the end.

Yea, if he's there every so often and not 4 times a week. What do you reckon? Well maybe also he is acting weird. Maybe he is not so good looking and maybe he goes to much. If I was Alex if I wanted a girl I would never pay her for a "lap dance". I might be nice to her and give her 40 bucks to sit down and talk to me and gradually ask her out. And also if Alex really wanted a nice girl he could find one. Like there is this asian friend finder website. The asian girls are very attractive and nice. Looking for a good guy. Any decent asian man with money could fine a nice companion on there easy. I know friends that have done it. So I really do not know fully what Alex story is. Maybe afraid of failure in the bedroom. Maybe other things. I do not know. I would presume it is a performance faiure issue. It makes him feel powerful to do the lap dance thing. Then one part of his mind can affirm his manhood while another part of his mind can stay protected.

Oh the real reason why I need a white girlfriend is because of feng shui issues. I believe that with a white girl I can one day bring dead people back. I know my mentality is strange. But my mind functions a little different than regular people's. I know asianfriendfinder.com. I signed up there and actually dated a few girls from that site. But Im over with asians now. No more asian girls. I am taking gorgeouspil. I can have better looking girls, like some white girls.

I believe that with a white girl I can one day bring dead people back You mean to do experiments on?

No. White girl's feng shui is better for me if I want to bring back the dead. I feel that if I have a Chinese wife or Chinese girl, I don't have the luck to bring back dead people. I want to have a white girl beside me when I do that experiment. Yeah I know, my thinking is very strange. I care about feng shui alot. What I wear, decorations around my house, etc. Everything was based on feng shui. Actually the biggest reason why I decided to abandon asian girl and go for white girl is the 'bring back the dead' business. I never told people that. But now I tell you it's the truth. Hope Sierra is not reading this. She will freak out.