A Real Man
What is a real man? Any suggestions will be appreciated. Does it matter if I can spell? Do women like it when I cries? Does it matter if I have a car? Does it matter if I wear calogne which I calls 'male perfume'? Do I need to have the male swagger, by that meaning walk with an air of self confindence? As if I had a bag of rocks in my pants. Does it matter if I feed the homeless?, Should I care about all these things, or is it all about the dick, as they say? Should I be a nice person like Jesus who seemed to be anti-swaggar. You tell me folks because I'm just a simple man and I have been thinking about why arrogant men who walk like they have 10 pound balls in their pants seem to get the hot girls. But don't get me wrong, I walk like a man and talk like a man anyway. But it just comes natural. I'm not a sub by any means. It is just reassuring to know how this works, and what women are drawn to.

But I think I know what women want. It's all about the dick. KEEP HOPE ALIVE! ..YEAH!

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Ok I just got it. It's a good read. Something to take to heart about women, so I know who I'm dealing with.

I knew it would help you out. I understand your frustration. And actually, I have a proposition for you, if you're interested.

This is how to be, no exceptions: "So, simply put, take charge from the beginning. You’re the driver, you control the remote, you say when your dick gets sucked and for how long. Period. Simple as that." Yes what's the proposition?

I'll send you a PM.

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I've read up to almost half of it. It's not a long read, but I find it hard to continue. Why? Because it's probably true, and there's no way I can change my nature to be what it says I need to be. People are set in stone. It's hard to change what one experiences on a regular basis. People go through cycles. I seem to meet the same girl repeatedly, only to lose her. This will happen until I learn my lesson. The book is a guide, but a book can't teach me like real life has. Real life takes a stone and beats it over and over, just like life has beat me. I'll be an utter failure until I've been beaten enough. It's strange. When I was in high school I was off for summer break. I was at home and out of the blue some girl called me. She said that she didn't know who she was calling, but just called someone. It turned out that she went to the same high school as me. When I saw her high school year book picture, she was the cutest girl there, and I really like her. We talked on the phone for about 10 minutes, and she never called back. But, when I returned to school I saw her, and I got to know what she was about from there. I was shown by god, the universe, or whatever who she was and how I related to her. She didn't respect me in the end, but I learned what I was inside. A big failure. I don't know what the deal is, but I can't get over how she picked a random number and got mine. I don't understand what this means. Basically, she meant a lot to me, and I meant nothing to her. Absolutely nothing. But the universe introduced me to her for some reason. To torture me I guess. To teach me a lesson.

I loved her, but in the end I hated her. But I always meet the same girl in another person. How can I love and hate someone this way. It tells me that my mind is generating this experience. It's all coming from me. I'm creating this. Its coming from within as much or more as it comes from without.

I can be with no one else but her. I'm just a ghost until she loves me too. Love is more than biology. It's more than a man providing needs for a woman. There is something spiritual about it. It's something that can't be explained easily. But it's true. We need the biology in order to feel love. It starts with the mind though. With thought. Inside of me, I would rather face a firing squad than to be shuned by her again. I would rather die in a 100 battles and feel the physical pain of that. But I know that I will eventually have to turn toward her and face her scorn until we are together again.

Hey, hey. If you reject your ability to change, then you're rejecting the best part of yourself. If you want to give up completely, then go ahead. But don't act like you have no power in this. That would be a lie. It's never too late to become stronger, better, smarter. You have the tools in your hands to do this. You can either decide to stay where you are, stuck in the past, or you can break through all of it and become a winner.