Look. The deal is that you are looking for mental/spiritual/emotional change with no action on your part. You look for solutions outside yourself without being willing to actually change your actions. You have to change and if you continue to try things on the outside then you will get the same result.
J.R.S.II- 01-26-2009
Re: My God I have 2 different sides! this may sound weird found a girl on the streets handing out fliers. thought it was an orgy party or something. It ended up being scientology.
:lol:
wowchung- 01-26-2009
holy shite man that was a long post now imagineif you were even more mixed like a malado,spanish,asian and white your head would be spinning :shock:
SacJB Shady- 01-26-2009
eee that is why I can't catch up with my thoughts. I have like 3 different interpretations
J.R.S.II- 01-26-2009
Which of your three different sides enjoys fingering your asshole?
I remember you said something a little while back about you seeing a Therapist..Are you still seeing him/her? If so, how's it working? If it wasn't working, or wasn't happy with the service provided, maybe you should think about finding a different one. You really need a professional to help sort this out. You're putting to much emphasis on your race/s, instead of just looking at yourself, just as a person. I know we've had our differences, and I do still hold some hard feelings, but I do believe deep down, you can be a very nice and pleasant person. You just really need to get all these issues worked out.
Grand Wizard of the KKK- 01-26-2009
No he is not a good person. He would slit your throat for a quarter. He is a very very BAD person. A horrible person.
TwistinUnderSchizophrenia- 01-26-2009
No he is not a good person. He would slit your throat for a quarter. He is a very very BAD person. A horrible person.
I don't know if I would go THAT far. He does have issues, yes. He is self centered and only cares about what benefits him. But I don't believe he means to be that way. He does not know who he is, what he likes, what he wants to do, or anything. He's very confused and disturbed. I feel that if he got his issues worked out, he'd be a MUCH better person.
Grand Wizard of the KKK- 01-26-2009
No he is not a good person. He would slit your throat for a quarter. He is a very very BAD person. A horrible person.
I don't know if I would go THAT far. He does have issues, yes. He is self centered and only cares about what benefits him. But I don't believe he means to be that way. He does not know who he is, what he likes, what he wants to do, or anything. He's very confused and disturbed. I feel that if he got his issues worked out, he'd be a MUCH better person.
We are all horrible people. It is our nature as humans.
Heh. This was pretty funny.
I was 20 years old and he would make me tell stories using his dinosaur toys. He did massage me though. He was an old man, like 75 I think. His office was actually at his house. He even had me play baseball with him in his back yard with plastic bats. Then he would make drawings for me. We would get into arguments frequently. Because he would argue with me on all the most simple stuff just cuz that's his job. And then at the end of the session, he would slap me high 5, give me a hug and say ok, guy! The creepiest part about this guy was he was EVERYWHERE i went. I bumped into him everywhere and then he would surprise me and say hey boy! And he would have this huge smile on his face, the smile of an 8 year old despite the fact he was like 80. He asked me one time if I knew any good places to eat. And I mentioned Quiznos. He had never heard of it. The next day I was at quizno's and I heard someone knocking on the window as I got my sand which and sat down. It was him! I was like wtf?!
Then a week later I was reading some magazines at the grocery store. Someone taps me on the back real hard. It's him! He's all smiling hard and then he's like, hey it's my friend! It's Superman! And he starts rubbing my shoulders.
TwistinUnderSchizophrenia- 01-26-2009
Well, you know just about everybody's feelings here about Scientology. If you go back to them, then you're an idiot, simply put. It would definitely be a good idea to find another Therapist. If you're not happy with one, don't just quit. Search until you find one that suits your needs.....And yeah, that old man sounds a bit creepy.
