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No my friend. You do not understand. You see different people are smart in different things. Do you really think those people in that class have the business sense you do? Are they making what you are? No. Like I became a doctor but I could never do math and chemistry very well in college. I was really dumb in them. So my friends helped me. And yes I did cheat. But then later I was good at biology, anatomy and figuring out what was wrong with people. So it all depends on how your brain works. No the richest guy I ever knew only had like an 8th grade education. He started out selling vacume cleaners door to door and later had a company with 160 employees. He actually used to lecture at the Warton School of Business which is one of the top business schools in the world. And he did not even have a high school diploma. In fact he refused to send his kids to college. He would only do it if it was for a career like training to actuall be something. A trade or profession. So do not be upset if you do not understand the stuff. You are just smarter in a different way

I told you. I knew you will drop out sooner or later. You wasted your time and money. Look, just go to bookstore and see what magazine is next. No psychology needed.

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yah i suppose your right. It's too bad all this stuff in your life went wrong. It seems like it shouldn't have happened to you. Like bud dwyer, he didn't deserve it. Did you deserve it? So why do you think those things in your life went wrong? Meant to be? And what would you have done differently? Right now, what are the 2 top things bad in your life? And what is one good thing if any in your life? If someone else was living your kind of life, would they take it as hard or harder than you? What I am asking is why did all these things happen to you in your opinion? Because, I mean don't things happen for a reason? I mean, they can't just happen just because they happen, right?

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well, i didn't waste that much time. and i certainly can still get a refund. but i still want to do my tuesday night course. I like that one better. The teacher is very funny.

Excuse me, but WHAT IS THE POINT OF TAKING 1 CLASS? You are taking 1 class. So you are officially not a loser. Is that the point? Your mother's friend asks your mom, "Oh, so how's your son doing?" Your mom says, "Oh! He's doing fine. He's in a famous university now, taking important class. Pretty soon he will graduate with good degree and find a well paid job."

Taking 1 class actually makes you MORE of a loser. Because people can see you are pretending to be a student but you really are not anything. If you take 3 or 4 classes, it's more believable and a much better cover. But 1 class? That's no cover. That's an outright lie. You might as well dive into business hard core and make something happen. Drop out of that 1 class you still have since it's not too late to get a refund. Ask anybody. Who will respect a 23 year old man taking 1 class at city college?

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yah i suppose your right. It's too bad all this stuff in your life went wrong. It seems like it shouldn't have happened to you. Like bud dwyer, he didn't deserve it. Did you deserve it? Well maybe I did deserve it. I mean I caused it. But I find it hard to believe I should have had as much happen as did happen. So why do you think those things in your life went wrong? Meant to be? I would really question if anything in life is meant to be. If anything I was meant to have a good life. I had all the brains and opportunity. So maybe I dissruppted what was "meant to be". And what would you have done differently? Never taken drugs. Wasted less time. Been less of an as*hole and less selfish. Right now, what are the 2 top things bad in your life? Lost family and lost profession. And what is one good thing if any in your life? Can't think of anything. If someone else was living your kind of life, would they take it as hard or harder than you? It depends who they are. Some might feel better. others might have killed themselves long ago. What I am asking is why did all these things happen to you in your opinion? Because I did things to cause them. If there is karma in the universe it could be that years ago I could be an as*hole to people. Maybe I am paying for being a jerk. I dunno. Because, I mean don't things happen for a reason? I mean, they can't just happen just because they happen, right? The answer to that is easy. The answer is BOTH. Things happn for reasons. And things happen for no reason. Sometimes we set things in motion and cause them. Other times others set things in motion and cause them to happen to us. And other times things are completely without cause. They just happen.

Yea, I really don't respect anybody who's going to school. It's for children. And the teaching methods have been overrun by time, now you can download in 20 minutes whatever your teacher has learned in his lifetime.

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so what if i take 4 next semester? I can't help that I'm 22. Not 23 yet until I'm 23. I can't change back time and rewind 4 years. I don't have a time travel device. I feel like I was 18 yesterday. If I could, I would. I dropped out at 18 because I was with matt and mike and was pumped to get rich and do excel full time. But there are some people in the class that are 40. Peter says it's great I'm taking 1 class. If it's not good, why does he encourage it? He's a smart man. He respects it. And what's wrong with taking 1? It only takes up 1 night a week. When I was doing scientology 4 nights a week, you didn't tell me all the time to stop. Sure, there's girls but still. Honestly, when I'm there and am with the older people, I do feel more like a human being. Cuz they are in the same shoes as me, and they are even 10 or more years older. You see, it doesn't take all day to call up the magazines. I am already calling them all up. So it's not taking that away from me. But I don't need to go to borders all the time because I am going to look at the same magazines just like every other time. But hey, if national examiner does well I will feel better.

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Lobsang, if there was maybe, maybe one thing in the world that gets you to wake up in the morning, what would it be? There has to be one thing that you are still thankful for. Is there not one thing that you are appreciative of? I have a question. Have u ever considered finding a new wife and starting another business or career? What happens when you die? Do you believe in hell? what if comitting suicide just makes you repeat the same stuff in your next life?

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How bout you write a book? You can write a book on how you messed up your life. It can be a great lesson for others.

LOBWANG wrote: Because I did things to cause them. If there is karma in the universe it could be that years ago I could be an as*hole to people. Maybe I am paying for being a jerk. I dunno. Well, let me tell since you dont know.. Of course your getting punished for what you did, alcohol abuse, drugs etc, this is your pinishment but now it is up to you to reclaim your life back, if you do bad things then BAD things come to you.. GOD didn`t like the way you acted back then so you`ve been taught a lesson, he wants you to stand up and show him you are strong not a week pethetic looser.. If your story is true then show GOD you are reday to stand up on your feet again, you ask him for help and he will help you but you got to have faith..

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Lobsang, if there was maybe, maybe one thing in the world that gets you to wake up in the morning, what would it be? There has to be one thing that you are still thankful for. That my computer works I guess. But I am glad more than thankful. Who would I be thankful to? Is there not one thing that you are appreciative of? Well that my wife and son are ok I would say. I mean they are safe I think. I have a question. Have u ever considered finding a new wife and starting another business or career? That is impossible. I could never be with anyone else. And even if I could it would be wrong. They would be dragged down by my debt and misrery. I would not do that to another person. What happens when you die? Do you believe in hell? what if comitting suicide just makes you repeat the same stuff in your next life No I do not believe in hell. I believe in hell on earth but not after you die.

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